Lucidity
From shine, lux, light, sleep with the dreamer awake, languid as if in water
If we were free from obscurity would everyone pause as instructed
The way birds dip and dive then …
From shine, lux, light, sleep with the dreamer awake, languid as if in water
If we were free from obscurity would everyone pause as instructed
The way birds dip and dive then …
Lotuses unfolding
into dreamfish,
slurrying into
queer failure:
how the
compression
fails me
(or have I
failed the
vine and
charcoal?),
too untrained
for even fingering,
too feral
for firmness
I have been living in this house for eleven years
today is the day I began to inhabit it
the glass table in the corner of the room
the hand-sized chunk …
on the TV & I’m having a moment that’s not
my world not ripped apart by light or arms
weary from swimming the multiverse
Harjo says I cannot walk through …
The woman often wondered what voice the girl
had when she was alone. Of course, it was possible
that the voice only sounded in company, and that
when the girl …
The ultrasound technician probes
the mother’s bulging belly,
wiggles it, trying
to get the fetus to share
the secret between its legs.
But the mother already knows.
She thinks of her …
The hands are not stopped at noon,
are pouring clean water from a green pitcher.
The vacancy in me flashing from the road.
Swimming pool. CABLE TV. Park in back.
Am sea deep and seaweed thick tangled. Am
weighted blanket, hide. Am hush of woods, not
a needle stirred. Am crack of oak, fallen.
shush of purpled sky under fist …
Today, no song, God, repentance
ringing as words flute up through rafters.
What remains: a bird feeder heavy
with seed, like a soon-to-be
mother swaying. And finches,
cardinals, away from …
Because my daughter is afraid. Because she checks
and double-checks the doors, the windows, the ones
even that hang thirty feet above the ground. Because
there might be a person, …
Walls, once milk-white, now scalded from the flame
of years, a broken black line from folding chairs
leaned back, scuffing paint. You can tell
full-timers—propped-up feet, the way they sit
on brocade cushions …