WHEN THE LETTER ARRIVES
My dad’s letter sways the mailbox slant.
His name, reduced to a number, weighs
heavy, loosens the red plastic flag
from its hinge.
Prison is a war …
My dad’s letter sways the mailbox slant.
His name, reduced to a number, weighs
heavy, loosens the red plastic flag
from its hinge.
Prison is a war …
I.
My mother’s nightly ritual: sitting
on the floor in front of the hallway
mirror, a wet comb, the right
amount of hair. She ropes
a plastic pink curler
The wind grows furious as the grounds
around my house sicken. My neighbor’s
been pointing at a tree bordering our
properties with a gash down its trunk.
All I …
i.
she brought an island’s worth of family to the states, her eye beaconed the promised land of mammon, and we came. when her dementia was really bad she worried she …
The lower my estrogen dips, the more young
men (in their delicate, whole-body certainty
that shatters like that, like ice calved off a glacier)
grow downright adorable. …
Name a song further away than that.
Green-throated Carib,
Crested Honeykeeper.
I’m sitting in the post office parking lot
listening to the back-up beep
of a mail truck, this sheet
of sunstruck …
Let the wound caused by the serpent be cured by the serpent – Gloria Anzaldúa
I lose my fingers inside my solar plexus :: Worm
too deep, too poking, …
in a dream
my hunters are slain
in a dream
repenters meet exile
in a dream
their surrender
softens us all,
Him —
In between this breath and the next,
I will find a 1000 burning sons
In the rage of a solivagant man
Who forgets he is an ever-blooming bud, still …
2 Black neurodivergent queers meet at a bar
One extends a rainforest palm
The other clasps and shakes Sahara
In the middle, a summer storm takes place
Settles them down
Somewhere …
Let’s peel back the disparate and dehumanizing layers
of these different stories.
I can sit with the fact that they’re not monsters, these normal people
but the truth is stranger …
“If lovelessness is godlessness, will you cast me to the wayside?”
—Moses Sumney, “Doomed”
I don’t know
if lovelessness is godlessness
I feel like lovelessness…for me…
is too …